Me Thinking..

Mostly on spirituality/psychic phenomenon etc.. little things that I think about

Wednesday, March 31, 2004

Why is it that death is considered to be such a bad thing? I mean, of course family and friends are going to be sad at the loss of someone close, but what's to say that death is really death? The end? What if death is really life, and life is like a break from death? What if death is reality and we live in a dream? Like, you know how you have those dreams sometimes and they're so real you're almost certain they actually happened, even when you wake up...It might be like that..
But then I suppose that noone will ever really know, because you'll only ever figure it out when you die, and by then its too late to tell anyone else what happens, or what its like, so noone really knows...
You might be thinking "But, ahh, what about near death experiences? People seeing bright white lights?" Well, you think about it, all they say is "oh, wow, I saw this bright light, and it was sooo beautiful!"...you think about it, if you've been asleep for something like 70 years, of course the lights gonna be bright when you wake up again. Your eyes havent been open in a long long time..

Saturday, March 27, 2004

Just a quick story, one I heard from a mate who's been living in Canberra for the last month and a bit. He said that, among onther strange things that have happened at his new place, the other day a light in one of the rooms just turned itself on, then the glass light fitting around it exploded and shattered and fell to bits.....cool, hey...

Friday, March 26, 2004

Hey, well Im at a friends place, being very social (obviously, sitting on the computer) but we've been chatting, and having just watched most of Texas Chainsaw Massacre the converstion went to death, then ghosts, then spirituality and religion...funny how conversations go hey...
Today I have learnt...people that attend Catholic schools their whole lives ar NOT always Catholic people, or even believing of it. In fact, I think they are more curious than most about spirits and alternative aspects of life..

Thursday, March 25, 2004

Cool, got colours and things working. Yay!
So, time for another story...just a quick story...I think I may have mentioned it before, but it is about the first weird, freaky thing that ever happened to me. I can remember times and everything, cos they were so relevant at the time...
I was in year 7, sitting in roll call class, which we had after recess, about 11:20am. A girl in my class was call out the front to go to the office, and I said "Someones mum just died". The people I was sitting next to just went "What the....are you talkin bout?" and I didn't really know, so I just left it at that. I had this really yuk feeling, though, like nothing before, I couldn't get it off my mind.
The next day I came to school and I found out that my best friends mum had died of a brain tumour. Her body was found at 11:30 the day before, in her home where she had fallen. I knew it 10 minutes before she was found.
I didn't tell anyone this story for years, cos when I first told someone what had happened, they told me I was sick and that things like that weren't funny. I kinda knew that. I was 12. It freaked the shit outta me.

Tuesday, March 23, 2004

Hey, can't be long..this is happening more and more, less time in the day....or more uni work, either way....

Sunday, March 21, 2004

Not much time, not much to say. Just worked 9hours and it was really exciting. I work at Big W. Its fun. Kind of. Not really.

Friday, March 19, 2004

A little quiz for you all, the ESP test, the test of extra sensory perception, basically how psychic, if at all, are you..

Thursday, March 18, 2004

So. Hi. Now I guess you know why this blog is about this topic. It kinda bothered me, so, yeah..Ah well, s'all good. I think B wants to find out a bit more about it. Well her. See if the house has any history. It happens though I think, not often, but it does. Haunted houses and stuff..

Wednesday, March 17, 2004

Thought I'd say a little bit about the trippy dream that made me start this blog on this subject. Well, my boyfriends room, we reckon, has a ghost in it. Weird shit keeps happening, knocking on doors, opening cupboards, a stereo that turns itself up..you can watch the display as the volume numbers crawl up when the remote is on the other side of the room. My boyfriend (we'll call him B) sometimes wakes up a bit tripped out cos he'd been talking to this girl while he was half asleep..Anyways, I dreamt I was in his room, sitting on his window sill, talking to this girl. The only difference was that his room was rearranged. This girl was talking to me and walking closer, then her voice cut out but her mouth was still moving. The freaky thing was that her voice was coming from me- I was talking, but it wasnt really me, it was her. Pretty weird dream...So i asked B about it, asked him if his room had ever been arranged differently, he described it how I'd seen it in my dream, and asked him to describe the chick he sees- same, then that night when I was half asleep I rolled over and told B that her name was Emma. It scared the shit outta him, cos thats what he called her every time he saw her in his dreams. Bit weird hey..

Tuesday, March 16, 2004

Just a quick msg, cant really write much, just finished band prac and have to get to the bank, but Ill try jump on later....if not, til tomorrow!!...Oh and just a quick link to a cool site I found, linking to my topic generally, here is a page of true ghost stories..Enjoy!

Sunday, March 14, 2004

Was at a party last night, talking to a friend of mine, Chris (or Orch to his mates). I met his girlfriend, the one he's been with for a fair while now, and he told me I should put his story on my blog...
Over a year ago we were sitting in maths, not doing maths, but more sitting on the floor at the back of the room, behind the desks just chattin away, and the whole tarot thing came up. Orch said to me "It's all crap, I don't believe in it, do mine and I'll prove you wrong." Maths room=time and place OH so well, but hey, what better things were there to do? ...dont say maths, its just not even funny...
Anyways, reading done, I told him he'd meet two different girls within the next few months, both would ask him out, but he'd end up with the second, and she'd be a girl with dark hair. He laughed at me and went "Righto then" and that was it...3 months later, I'd forgotten about the reading and he text messaged me, telling me he was now with a girl who had dark hair, the second girl to ask him out in the last 2 months, and he now believed me....true story, I've posted Orch's site, so ask him yourself....

Saturday, March 13, 2004

Well, today I've just been adding a few links and things..I think it might help you to understand a bit more of what I'm actually talking about. And I forgot, this is my page on my class forum. Enjoy!

Friday, March 12, 2004

I reckon most people have some kind of history that has an effect on the way we are now...I have no idea about mine, but I know that my mum is like me, so that's enough for me. We sit sometimes and compare strange stories. For example, I have an older sister. She was my older brothers twin, but she died at birth. Mum says that occasionally my sister is around, like one Christmas, very early in the morning, she heard a little girl at the end of her bed calling out "mummy...Mum...", and when she looked there was noone there.
One of my stories comes from around the time my nanna died. She was my fathers mother, she had a stroke and died as a result about a week later. She lived in Queensland, a nice 2 day drive from my home in Wagga Wagga, so only my mum and dad attended the funeral. When they came home, I found that my room had this crazy smell about it. My nanna used to wear enormous amounts of this particular hairspray that would mix with the cigarette smoke that she permanently smelt of. It was a distinctive smell, one I haven't smelt since, but it came and hung around my room for a few days after the funeral. It wasn't just me that could smell it, it was everyone, but it was only in my room, and noone else in my house wears hairspray, or smokes so it was a bit hard to explain...a few days later it just disappeared.

Well I think that's enough for now, hey....There's a few things to think about anyway.
Til tomorrow...

Thursday, March 11, 2004

Just talking to Dean in class, he has some stories too. He comes from a long line of prophets, people who predicted all sorts of stuff....he says he has dreams and things that are pretty realistic and stuff, so he's gonna go back up to Newcastle one day to check it out.
Dreams are cool like that though, you can dream just about anything, but there seems to be a difference between the made up imaginary ones and the ones that really affect you...actually the reason my blog was on this subject was because of this crazy dream I had. I'll tell you about it later...

Wednesday, March 10, 2004

I just thought that a ton of people might not know what tarot cards are, or may be interested in knowing a bit more about them, so I included a link to a fairly good site on Tarot Cards, learning what they are, and how they are used. Its probably worth a look, even if you think you know a bit.

Tuesday, March 09, 2004

Cool, Hey again. Well I said my blog was going to be about all the weird stuff, so I may as well start by saying a little about myself. I think I'm normal, it was my mum first, she has had 'weird' things happen to her a fair bit through her life, like hearing voices, seeing things before they happen or that are happening in a different place-most of you are thinking this is kinda nuts but I guess that's why I'm doing this blog. Anyways, she reads the tarot cards, has for years. About 5-6 years ago I got into them too and believe me they can tell you some pretty crazy stuff....I can say about 95% of my readings for other people have been true, and no, I don't know all the people I read for, there have been strangers too. I think in starting to do this my spiritual side has probably developed a little, and depending on the place or time I can become pretty sensitive to this side...occasionally I see things, hear things, even just feel things. It's not always fun either. For example, when you know someone has died before they've even been found is pretty scary, especially when you're only 12 years old.
So this is me, you may consider it bullshit, or you might even relate to some of it, either way I'm not really fussed, it's not really going to change anything.

Sunday, March 07, 2004

This is my page. My blog. Its kinda weird to think that people will be reading my thoughts, but I guess you wouldn't read them unless you were interested... (or Joh, Hi Joh).
I thought I'd do my blog on the subject of spirituality and the psychic and supernatural side of life, cos I think its one of those widely misunderstood subjects that I find really interesting and it effects me and my life a bit. Just that "weird" stuff that happens, that you can't explain...or things you think, or dreams you have that come true and you just don't tell anyone cos you think that they'll condemn it as being weird, or you for being a freak...So, yeah, I have some little stories and stuff that I may as well tell....
Anyways thats a nice enough intro I think, so until tomorrow, I guess.......


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